justsookie: (if you really wanna help)
While it was taking some adjusting to, Sookie found that there was something about her current surroundings that was far better than the change the island underwent only a few months ago. Rather than endless lines of tall buildings, gray in the hazy atmosphere and imposing in their size, the Western scenery took up an endless myriad of color. There were parts of it that Sookie didn't care for, of course. It was too arid, drawing out nosebleeds for the first time in her life, bleeds that she carefully tried to conceal whenever possible, knowing that they could be a trigger to any number of people in her life. The clothing was a bit too gaudy for her taste. The snakes had her pretty much terrified. But color splashed across the sky, and so Sookie settled down and tried to adjust as well as she can, always careful now to lug a hat around, heat stroke a much more common occurrence there than on the island.

Sometimes, she found that the best end to a day was when she got to return inside at last, her temples damp and sweaty from the day's excursions and ready for the cool press of glass and ice to the skin. Today, she didn't quite make it so far, needing to take a break while still about half a mile from the Compound, and so she made a turn to duck inside the horse stables, a few whinnies of surprise sounding as she stepped inside. Sookie remembered having had plenty of the standard dreams as a little girl. Wanted her own pony, wanted to be a ballerina, wanted that perfect house with a white picket fence, and while all of it remained far from her still, the sight of horses was enough to pull a grin to her face, faint and nostalgic. Not sure exactly how to approach any of them, she lingered by the entrance of the open stable regardless, leaning against the beam and watching them with faint curiosity.
justsookie: (I'm not sayin' it's the same)
Words from weeks ago continued to ring in the back of Sookie's mind as she rushed through the whole of London, a heavy woolen cape wrapped closely around her shoulders as she suppressed a shiver. Already, she was beginning to regret the hasty decision she'd made to rush out into the streets directly after having stopped to visit Nina and George at the clinic, her skirt hardly long enough to block the sudden gusts of sharp wintry air— but at the very least, she reminded herself, it allowed for the ease of movement that she needed now, wandering the city with nothing more than a tiny map clutched in her hands. She hadn't the slightest idea where Mitchell was staying, only that she needed to find him. For all that George had kept his lips pressed shut on the matter, the birth of a child was an event that should have been shared with family.

And no matter what had happened, Sookie was sure that Mitchell was still that to George.

With a slight yelp as her heel slid on the street, Sookie quickly gripped the nearest lamp post, avoiding the questioning gazes of passerby before she turned down the block to hear to the nearest pub. For hours, she'd been checking every drinking establishment she could find, one after the other, to the point where when she spotted that familiar mass of curls at last, nothing seemed to outweigh the sudden sense of relief. Sighing heavily, she slid onto the empty stool next to Mitchell, quickly directing a sharp gaze at the tender.

"Coffee, please, in... whatever the biggest size you have is. And sugar, if you have it," she instructed with a quick smile. "I don't care if it's coffee that you usually only share with employees, I just need something warm and nonalcoholic. Thanks."

Turning her gaze to Mitchell, Sookie steeled her nerves as best she could, smoothing her knit brow with the pad of her thumb. "I know I'm probably the last person that you wanna see right now, and I promise I'll get out of your hair soon, but you need to head on over to the clinic tonight. Because Nina's had her baby. And I think George could really use his best friend."
justsookie: (why don't you tell me about it?)
Seventh. It was the seventh time that Sookie Stackhouse had decided to look in the folder of Bill's that the island had left for her. An exercise that would only be marginally beneficial at best, she'd thought to herself. But after the first few days, she had to admit that limiting herself to a look every other day had been helpful, giving her the time and space needed to focus on her job, her classes, and on her personal life, rather than asking after a man who wasn't even a ghost on Tabula Rasa. Halfway through the month, and she was hoping to limit herself even further, to take an active step away from everything that existed back in Bon Temps, if only because she was beginning to learn that it was hard, nearly impossible to keep a decent handle on both at once. And for all that she missed Tara, for all that she missed Sam, Lafayette, Arlene, and the rest of them, if given the choice right then of where to stay, Sookie couldn't have said for certain that she would have chosen to go back.

They were just two different places. And frankly, the island was starting to show her that a calmer way of life wasn't necessarily the inferior one, and that a job mostly involving paperwork left her in far better shape than waitressing in an establishment where vampires zoomed in and out without a care for her or passerby.

It was the seventh time that Sookie Stackhouse had decided to look in the folder of Bill's, only to find that Bon Temps wasn't the only place in the equation. That Bill's secrets weren't the only ones she had to deal with. Confusion set in her features at first, at the strange notebook stuffed away among the other papers, the folder itself struggling to hold everything inside. But from the very first article pasted within, the city of Bristol standing out to her eyes at once, she knew that the island was far from done in turning her life on its side. Half an hour, she'd allowed herself, poring through page after page of horrific details, stories about loved ones who'd died in a massacre, seemingly without rhyme or reason.

Thirty minutes after the first article, and Sookie stepped into his hut, for once glad that Annie had moved out, and that George kept such a precise schedule. The book remained held tightly in her hand, slightly obscured from view.

"Mitchell?" she called out, voice soft, but cold.
justsookie: (I have a fairy godmother?)
When the last, lingering traces of sleep were reluctantly tugged away in the morning, Sookie's first instinct was no longer to pull the sheets over her head, or to stubbornly bury her nose into her pillow. Instead, she reached over to the other side of the bed, feeling around with her hands as her eyes remained tightly shut. On luckier days, she'd find Mitchell there and allow herself to sleep in an extra fifteen minutes, only to wind up late for her first class, or for a shift at the office, stumbling out of the hut with flyaway hair and shoes hooked on her fingers as she ran barefoot through the grass. That morning, Sookie found herself pressing a faint smile against Mitchell's shoulder, dropping a kiss as she snuck her arm around his waist, pulling herself closer to him.

"Think we should get up?" she asked, voice hoarse with sleep as she opened a single eye. When met with indistinct mumbling as ever, Sookie huffed a laugh, shaking her head and yawning. "Didn't think so."

Rolling over, Sookie allowed her arm to hang limp for a moment before pushing herself up to lean against the headboard, yawning again and running her fingers through her hair absently as she peered over at her nightstand. Next to the usual glass of water was a folder that she couldn't remember having ever seen before, dark in color, deeper than any of the Council records. Glancing over at Mitchell again, Sookie pursed her lips before reaching out to haul the folder onto her lap, shifting and beginning to flip through its contents. Slowly, the furrow under her brow began to grow deeper as she rifled through photographs, receipts, newspaper clippings— everything, it seemed, centering around her as its subject.

Normally, she might have assumed that it was the workings of a memoir compiled by her grandmother, but it was the neat scrawl of Bill's handwriting that told her otherwise, one which laid out her family tree as far back as Sookie herself knew, and then some. Occasional relatives were marked, as was her own name. Photographs of her at Merlotte's were scattered. Even contact information from the Rattrays was hidden among everything else. Sookie felt her face blanch, her cheeks tingling, and she shot Mitchell a worried look, wondering if it would be best if she kept it to— no. She shook her head to herself, sighing through her teeth. No, she'd continue sitting in bed until he woke, with the folder in her hands, see what he had to make of it.

And until he woke up, she could spend an hour or so alone with the folder, trying to make out the purpose of it before handing it off to anyone else.
justsookie: (don't feel right without a tan)
The first thing that Sookie Stackhouse had done, after finally moving all of her belongings into the hut that Miguel had passed onto her, was drop her relative location off with her big brother, so that Jason could find his sister at any given time. But when it came to the matter of inviting someone else over to share in the fact that she had finally settled, letting her roots stretch into the ground to keep herself anchored on the island, she wasn't sure that Jason was the best first option. As much as she loved her brother, the notion of showing him her attempts at a makeshift house or home seemed like it was asking for disappointment in one way or another. The two of them could never be home, not really, and the more they tried to shape it for themselves, the more they would miss the home that they'd spent decades in with their gran.

Besides, she wasn't exactly keen on letting Jason know that she had been sharing a place with a man before finally moving out on her own. No doubt that he'd call that living in sin, and Sookie just didn't want to find herself constantly wondering at the different standards her brother set for the both of them.

So instead, she had insisted that Mitchell come along to the small little area in the middle of the island that she could now call her own. Perhaps it was a bit presumptuous, even a little suggestive, inviting her boyfriend over to her place, a place that was solely her own and where not even the threat of supervision lingered. Then again, she told herself, it had been almost a month since the two of them decided to try and see what they could mean to one another, a month of taking things slow, so much that she could hardly believe that she had been with Mitchell for nearly twice the amount of time she'd been with Bill. That she had known him for over three months, several times the length of time that she had known any vampires back in Bon Temps. The very thought made her a mix of giddy and impatient as she led him by the hand to her hut, all laughs and bright smiles as wings beat against her ribcage.

"This is it," she announced, grinning from cheek to cheek. "It's not much, but I've finally got a place of my own."
justsookie: (I'm not sayin' it's the same)
When Sookie opened her eyes, she couldn't remember where she was. Couldn't remember what had brought her to that very point in time, laying on that very bed, staring at the perforated texture of the ceiling. Her heart was racing, her body ached, but her mind was a blissful silence as Sookie found herself with absolutely nothing but her senses to anchor her, hands balling into fists around corners of a soft blanket pulled up to her shoulders.

Slowly, the memories trickled back in, as they always did. She was on an island, one that had become a home of sorts over the past couple of months. The room was the clinic of a building called the Compound, one that most residents wove in and out of, because it contained most of the conveniences they were accustomed to from home. She was laying in the clinic after having spent a few days out in the open, exposed to the elements all while wearing very little, having relinquished her clothes to help someone more in need of it. It was with two other people, the sudden move out into the territory roamed by dinosaurs, all areas drenched by rain and there being no real way to navigate out of the area. What had been more terrifying than any of the details, however, was the sudden nature of it all, no warning or force for Sookie to grapple with, just something larger and more powerful than her that brought everyone to their knees. Made Sookie feel small, weak in ways she had long since vowed not to be, again.

But there she was, safe and warm in a bed, and what right did she have to complain about a nice ending like that?

She remembered other things, too, vague hints of murmurs passing through the clinic, people talking about the miraculous end of the rain, suggesting that the island had ceased its activity for now, letting people enjoy the status quo. Seeing no gazes lingering on her person, Sookie slowly sat up on the bed, wrapping the blanket tightly around herself and slipping to the floor, padding slowly out of the room. She didn't like hospitals. And she hated rain of the sort the island had gone through in the past month— Sookie didn't like rain to begin with, but being stuck in the thick of it reminded her of the weather those twenty years ago, the flash floods that led to the death of her parents. Rather than moping, what she wanted was the sun, to feel the rays on her face and maybe even find Jason just to enjoy it with him, the new weather that would hopefully help to push everything else out of her mind and place it solidly in the past. Sookie took to the sides of the hallways, one hand carefully lingering on the wall to keep herself steady as she made her way to the front entrance of the Compound, hoping no one would haul her back before she could take a breath of fresh air and enjoy it in full.